GodSpirit: One Year Has Now Passed

Saturday, December 25, 2021

One Year Has Now Passed

On the Anniversary of Your Death

365 days have passed 365 days from when i laid you down my dear Sabine closed your beautiful loving devoted eyes you told me to stay don’t run downsize sell the other property you stayed blessed supported me my recovery remained brought me a living loving physical companion no words exist nor can anyone understand your influence on my life my gratitude 40 years you gave me cancer finally having its way you nudged Christine into my life to carry me on to give me care support love respect commitment trust honesty vulnerability and openness you were and are (and always will be) wind beneath my wings yes until we all meet again. 12/24/2021

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Maria LazarosApril 15, 2022 at 7:31 AM
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Welcome to GodSpirit

This blog is for those of us who are fed up with how God has been portrayed -- fed up with organized religion! But at the same time those of us who have just about given up on the 21st century church still have longing to be "spiritual" -- to seek and know that whom we call "God."

I began this blog in 2008 when Sabine, my wife, was suddenly diagnosed with a fatal blood cancer. I couldn't continue parish ministry. It was just too much. But since that time, we both have returned to part-time ministry and I have continued to reflect things spiritual in this blog.

Don't get me wrong, I continue to serve "organized religion." That's because I still have hope for this institution.

As Sabine's caregiver, I had maintained a blog as her caregiver (See "My Cancer Blog" on this page). So, I thought, why not another blog? Why not write about my journey with God during the cancer and all the ups and downs life presents to us and see if my experience has some resonance with others?

So here it is! I hope you enjoy this blog, comment on it, and click on the "Follow This Site" button. Thanks and God's blessings to you!

On Christmas Eve (2020), after a 12-year on and off struggle with a terminal cancer (multiple myeloma) and kidney failure the love of my life died in my arms at home. As she began to die, we made beauty out of grief. It is possible.